Monday, May 21, 2007

A Beautiful Day

This morning I was reading the Journey Up devotional on a love that lasts. The writer asks if we feel loved and goes on to say our doubt may be caused by accusations from without and condemnation from within. This is so true. I so often live my life controlled by my own self condemnation rather than resting in the security of Gods love. I think when we truly find this love is when we find real joy.

After thinking about this I took a moment to thank God for loving me no matter what. I thanked him for loving me even if I don't get all my housework done. I thanked him for loving me even if I don't always have the right words to say. I thanked him for loving me when I lose patience with my kids. I thanked him for loving me even if I never find my niche in this world. In that moment I found that Gods love is surprising, unconditional and joy filled.

I really wanted to hold on to the joy I was feeling through out the day and I just could not see that happening while staying home cleaning my house. Besides I just thanked God for loving me regardless of a clean house. I decided to take in his beautiful creation and go play with the kids. I'm so glad I did.

A few minutes into our car ride on the way to Balboa Park Rhett requested we hear Steve on the Journey Up cd. I put on track number one where Steve starts the song by saying "c'mon and put your hands together." In unison Rhett, Ethan and even Emmie start clapping their hands. I would have taken a picture if we were not on the freeway. During the chorus as if they were instructed Rhett and Ethan yelled "I'M FREE!" I'm sure it helps that one of these boys has been listening to his dad sing these songs 24/7 for over a month and the other boy has listened to these songs in the car non-stop for the past few weeks. Regardless it was a beautiful moment that filled me with joy. Looking back now I realize this kind of moment is so common with children. Children are so full of joy and life if we would just take the time to recognize it. Here are some fun pictures from our trip.





GOOD TIMES
THE HAT GAME

THUMB SUCKERS UNITE



LUNCH TIME



I LOVE MY FOOD



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"MY NEW SHOES MAKE ME RUN FAST."- ETHAN DENISON





A WISE MOM ONCE TOLD ME "WEAR THEM OUT BEFORE THEY WEAR YOU OUT."






PERPLEXED PERHAPS







I LOVE THE OLD BUILDINGS AT THE PARK








ANDE TOOK A BREAK FROM WORK TO SAY HI







VERY COOL DRAGON TO PLAY ON










PROTECTIVE OLDER BROTHER













EMMIE WOULD NOT LET GO OF THAT CORN DOG IF HER LIFE DEPENDED ON IT.











A BEAUTIFUL DAY!






























5 comments:

Sarah said...

Great picture taking!! I have to go there for a photo shoot in June... was parking difficult?? :)

TK said...

Sarah-
I don't know where your photo shoot is but if you turn on President's way off Park and then turn right on ? going away from athletic building there is a parking lot on the right that I park in that almost always has spots. I guess it depends what day you will be there. I don't have problems but I don't go on the weekend.

Kristy said...

I love when God fills me up through my children. My daughters also love to sing in the car and when they sing worship songs to me and get the meaning it is wonderful. great pictures and post.
Kristy

Becky said...

Tara,
I love these pictures, they're so adorable. That post just made me think about how precious those moments are, to really take them in.

UmSuhayb b David said...

Hi there, beautiful pics. I was wondering if your son Rhett still had difficulties with talking when anxious? I'm trying to find out about s mutism as my 3 year old is having difficulties like this